::.. Bits and Pieces of my Life ..::

Birthday Celebration

2005-04-15T13:13:00.000+08:00

Birthday Celebration..

This year's birthday celebration nothing much la..juz eat cake wif my family only..
Yesterday, i went out wif my BEST buddies to shop shop
Bugis -> Raffles City -> City Link -> Bugis.(Purpose: To buy me something which i like, i have the privilege to choose it myself..keke =p )
At first, i didnt really know what to buy lah, cos i oso cant choose to expensive one, muz be "zhi dong" rite? haha..
Then, i went to Mango at Raffles City, to see any nice clothings, and found a nice skirt at $49(so exp leh). But i like the design of the skirt..so my Hao Jie Mei very "zhi dong", they sponser me 35 bucks as my birthday gift..Wee~ ^ ^v and i paid the remainder 14 bucks lor..haha..Im fine wif it actually, cos too exp already..i oso cant expect them to pay all for me.
Erm..okie..i dun feel like writing now..have been busy this whole week..sign off now~

Looking back in all my 18 years..

2005-04-12T11:32:00.000+08:00

Looking back in all my 18 years..

Too free now, so i decide to do some self-reflections of all the past 18 years that i have done. And what's on my mind now huh??
I regret that i havent make full use of the time in my life.
Why am i not sensible enuff to learn piano??..When I was so privileged or fortunate than others as i started to learn since 7 years old, and i learn and stop in between the years.
Do u all know why i have wasted so much time??
Maybe tat time i was young and too playful..only like practical..dun like to do theory h/w in piano. But actually im really interested in Piano lah..juz lazy and insensible at that time. Cos learning music esp if i wana reach until Grade 8, is not an easy task..You need to have 5 ingredients in order to achieve it. (Also apply to everything we do):
- DETERMINATION
- PERSEVERANCE
- PATIENCE
- LOVE
- PASSION
After u have all the 5 ingredients to spice up PASSION, im sure then u can Excel in it!!
Okie..so how?? I have wasted so much time, cant continue like this rite?? Otherwise, by now i might already got Grade 8..Moreover, as we grow older, more commitments are coming down in life and it will be even more difficult to achieve our PASSION.
So now I must really plan my time wisely. Hope to take 3 years to complete Grade 8. And if im really talented, I might tink of getting an ABRSM Diploma in Piano..Haha(wah..that one very hard leh..but I cant say is impossible lah..cos I believe nothing is impossible, is whether u wana try and willing to put actions in it or not. Anyway, i dun wana tink so far..can get Grade 8 is already very good enuff ^ ^ v)

Btw, there are actually other things i regret of not doing..but i dun wana write all lah..I ONLY write the one which i regret deeply which is shown above,cos i know later u all surely tired of reading..haha =p

Later go out and celebrate..tmr i'll update more..keke *v~

Happy Birthday to myself !!

2005-04-12T00:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY to myself !!

I will write more abt my birthday celebration tmr..^^

PS: Love this song, and im playing in a repeated mode now. ^^

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心中的日月

曲：王力宏 | 词：陈宇任 | 编：王力宏

你是我心中的日月光芒手中握着格桑花呀
美的让我忘了摘下你的真带着香
你的香会说话你的话好像只对我说

我的专长叫做流浪你注定要为我绽放
我的心寻找家我的家没有花我的花却在这山谷等着我

若一开始没有上帝暗中偷偷的怂恿我们怎知选择相逢

你是心中的日月落在这里旅程的前后多余只为遇到你
多么想幻化成为你脚下的泥此刻的无人山谷彷佛听见说爱你

你是我心中的日月光芒

我的漂泊不懂泥巴你的美丽不堪动荡
你单纯我迷惘你恋家我流浪山谷中这一切带不走

你爱抬头拥抱阳光我得眺望下个前往
我走开你留下我回忆你升华至少我们会仰望同一片天空

若一开始没有上帝暗中偷偷的怂恿
我们怎知选择相逢你是心中的日月落在这里
旅程的前后多余只为遇到你多么想幻化成为你脚下的泥
那天的无人山谷(那一天)彷佛听见说爱你

置身在传说中人间天堂你是我心中的日月光芒
带领我找到你的芬芳放不下

你是心中的日月落在这里旅程的前后多余只为遇到你
多么想幻化成为你脚下的泥那天的无人山谷
彷佛听见说爱你那天听见说爱你

Go Bugis Shopping

2005-04-10T23:48:00.001+08:00

Go Bugis Shopping

Erm..yesterday I stayed overnite at my bro's Punggol house.Then today, i accompany my Da Sao go Bugis shopping, cos she wana buy something. Just now at Bugis, I bought one sport pants in U2 at 20% discount and one green colour tube at UNY shop 30% discount, actual price $43 leh! So expensive!!! I wont buy at such price.After discount, $30.10 but is still quite exp to me lah. I like the tube very much cos im trying to find a bit "Fu Gu" in Chi not those normal type of tube lah (quite nice!!) *winkz*

Actually i wana pay the tube myself, but my wallet only left 19 bucks! Gosh~ left so little..cos i forgot to top up from my piggy bank..Opps! haha =p Since my Da Sao see i so poor thing, she used my bro's credit card to pay for me..hehe =) So happy!!*Grinz* Cos yesterday i massaged my bro's back until my elbow's skin a bit "tear off"!! So COMPENSATION lor..wahaha..Haiz, my bro got backache lah, then long time no massage for him le..use to massage for him since 10 yrs old..Cant believe rite??) My bro very sayang me since young ma. U all muz be shocked why i can massage until lidat rite? haha..Aiya , cos my bro so "geh kiang" in hokkien,wana try a new way to massage, told me to use my elbow and rubbed against his back and he was wearing singlet lah u see..so there's friction lor..haha. I was tolerating the pain until I cant tahan and saw my elbow, OMG..what happen?? Then i told him i cant use his method le, otherwise, his shirt would have blood stain liao...haha.
Okie, end of the story..and while im typing now..i still can feel a bit pain on my poor left hand elbow..but is alrite lah =)

SL SL Sud Sud Oei!!

2005-04-09T00:03:00.000+08:00

SL SL Sud Sud Oei!!

At last,the camp ended.Back to my HOME SWEET HOME..=D
The SL camp overall okie lah.But,for all 3 days muz walk and walk, walk until my toes in between pain leh,cos i wear sandals.The camp also caused me to have sleep deprived, 3 days continously sleep at 3.30am, then wake up at abt 6-7am lidat.But luckily my eyes didnt become panda..*winkz*
Yesterday,i reached home from camp ard 7.30pm. I immediately went to bath and blow my hair to dry, then dropped on my comfty bed and Zzzz from 9pm to 9am (12 hrs)which is today lah..haha It has been a long time that i sleep for so long, cos usually i sleep for 6-8 hrs only. So u all can see how tired i am after the camp liao.=p
Okie, stop talking abt the camp le.
Haiz..tmr exam results will be released. So sian~ Actually im quite worry for my results, cos i didnt put enuff effort to study.Dunno y now become so slack,not becos i watch tv or chatting in msn. I think is becos of some other reasons(unhappy things happened on me before and during exam period)which affect my mood.I wana study but juz dun have the mood to study, waste so much time to reach the momentum of my study mood. I really hope i wont need to take any supplementary papers. Pray hard oso no use le, cos marks have already confirmed. sigh~ 0_0

Going to Synergy Leader camp

2005-04-05T02:50:00.000+08:00

Awaiting to Synergy Leader Camp..

Wah..today i post very late leh. Not becos im an "owl" lah.(Cos some ppl say so -_-)But i do admit i always sleep late..keke =p Today im outside for the whole day, go see the freehold City Square Condo at Jalan Besar with my parents(My daddy is considering to buy a unit of that condo,but waiting for a better view unit to launch..see how lah so exp leh and we're not very rich too..daddy old le, cant bear such a heavy burden to own a condo, later he will pay until siao~ but i like the condo leh and wana live at least 15 storey and above...max. 30 storey), then later meet my elder sister and back to our office.Reach home abt 11.30pm liao.And guess what?? On the 5/4, which is tommorow i gotta attend an overnite Synergy Leader Camp training in TP, and i have not even started to pack up my things leh.Opps! i admit i always last min de =p haha. The camp is 3 days 2 nites, so i wont update my blog during these days lah.Anyway, i hope i will enjoy the camp!!;) Okie, dun wana write much for today..gtg sleep le..so tired..otherwise my eyes will becom lidat @_@..haha

Chinese love quotes <没有人在原处等你>

2005-04-04T02:57:00.000+08:00

Just happen to come across a chinese website with meaningful love quotes. So i decide to place here and share wif all of u guys..=)
Ps: remember to convert ur encoding to Unicode (UFT-8)

<没有人在原处等你> quotes
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茫茫人海中,有的人只是擦肩而过,
有的人却令你留下深刻的印象,
也许一生要共同走过,分享一切,
也许命中注定要分离,
每个人有自己的活法,
有权利选择自己的路和自己的生活方式
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缘分,你信也罢,不信也罢!
总之,有时你不得不听从它的摆布,
爱你的人和你爱的人,也许上天都已安排好,
也许你曾热情追求过,
可那冥冥中不属于你的,
你又奈何?只是徒增些伤痕的记忆
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Turn Left Turn Right

2005-04-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

Turn Left Turn Right

Just now finished watching the Turn Left Turn Right movie, and really feel a bit "pek chek" when watching the movie.Haha Cos i juz wonder why 2 persons who are in love, cant have the chance to meet each other though they are at the same place? -_- And always walk pass each other in 2 different directions.(Duh!Left & Right!!)Crazy lah~ Anyway, it's only a movie, so in reality, i dun tink such things will happen lah..so ridiculus!
Btw there are many meaningful quotes which i have discovered from the movie..
3 quotes:

Ps: to read the chinese quote, u gotta click the [view] in ur internet explorer and go [encoding] to change the text to Unicode(UTF-8).

1. Life is full of coincidences,
2 persons in two parallel sideways
are also possible to meet one day.

人生总有许多巧合，两条平行线也可能会有交汇的一天·

2. They're both convinced
that a sudden passion joined them.
Such certainty is beautiful,
but uncertainty is more beautiful still.

他们彼此深信
是瞬间迸发的热情让他们相遇。
这样的确定是美丽的，
但变幻无常更为美丽。
摘译自辛波丝卡(Wislawa Szymborska)
"Love at First Sight"第一段

3. So near yet so far.

如此靠近却又如此遥远。

So after reading the quotes, what do u all think?? Haha..Anyone of u believe in "love at 1st sight"?
For me, i dun call this "Love at First sight", but "Lust at First Sight".I dun really believe in love at 1st sight lah, but this is individual's opinion.(Maybe i havent meet my guy at 1st sight?? Usually im the type of person who slowly grows feelings to a guy)Frankly speaking, his looks are not really very important to me, is the character that counts. I wont put "Looks" as my 1st criteria.(He looks acceptable for me can le, i dun really care what others think, as long as we love one another..hehe :D) Cos what i tink is how can we love a person juz at 1st sight? U are only attracted physically to the person, and is a Lust. So how to define Lust? It is just an intense desire to a person u like..reason is simple: The feeling of "wanting the person strongly". Love has a deeper meaning, and there are many different definitions in it.Real love is primarily interested in the other person. It seeks to give instead of get.. Love unselfishly seeks the highest good for the other person.But Lust or infatuation is more interested in satisfying yourself and the "feeling" than it is in the other person.(selfish!) That's y i think u gotta like and understand the person further, before u can actually love him or her. Love takes time to grow...Anyway, there are many different arguments about love, so i dun wana go on further, otherwise u all will get bored lah..haha =p
Eh..why today's topic all abt love huh? haha..
Erm..tmr will continue abt Love thing..keke :p
Going to sleep liao..Tired le..*yawned*

Disguise

2005-04-02T21:59:00.000+08:00

This song really suits my mood now. Juz too many bad things have happened to me all at the same time.Really very tired, please give me a break.It's been in repeat mode ever since. The lyrics struck a chord in me.

Disguise

Have you ever felt some kind of emptiness inside
You will never measure up, to those people you
Must be strong, can't show them that you're weak
Have you ever told someone something
That's far from the truth
Let them know that you're okay
Just to make them stop
All the wondering, and questions they may have

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Have you ever seen your face,
In a mirror there's a smile
But inside you're just a mess,
You feel far from good
Need to hide, 'cos they'd never understand
Have you ever had this wish, of being
Somewhere else
To let go of your disguise, all your worries too
And from that moment, then you see things clear

I'm okay, I really am now
Just needed some time, to figure things out
Not telling lies, I'll be honest with you
Still we don't know what's yet to come

Are you waiting for the day
when your pain will disappear
when you know that it's not true
what they say about you
you could not care less about the things
surrounding you
ignoring all the voices from the walls

My 1st posting..wahaha

2005-04-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

Hey guys,welcome to my sweetie blog!Haha..This is my 1st posting of the day!Damn excited man!Actually i didnt really expect that i'll make a blog, cos im lazy to create and write lah.So now u all must be wondering why i create a blog rite?? Haiz, cos now i have many emotional upheavals and wana use this blog as a place to share my feelings and thoughts. Erm..overall,im quite satisfied with this new blog lah,though is just a simple blog =p. But is considered not bad le, for a beginner like me..haha. Also,i do and explore most of the things to create the blog u see . So now i feel a sense of achievement keke =p *ClapClap* ^^ Ps: Must present a throphy to reward my great effort? Siao~ -_- Haha
Okie, time for dinner~ mummy cook sumptuous food today..hehe..Dun envy ar? =p